Sunday, October 5, 2008

Do We Really Curse Ourselves?????

I was talking to a man and he said we have the power to make things happen or not happen and bring things upon ourselves good or bad all based on our words. He said we say what we have. I agree with my mom. She said thats ridiculous and she is more of a christian than other christian i have met. but shes not judmental nor does she make up outrageous things about god. i wonder if god gets embarrased by people and ashamed of what people say. i was talking to my mom and she told me she agrees that there is more good in those who arent chrisitans than those who are. I agree. the most hurtful things that have been said to me are christians but they insist its not me talking but the holy spirit in me.

my mom said ok if thats the case that if we say something will happen because she says it will
she said ok ill get 2 million dollars
and then laughed it off

my parents want to know who are these poeple that i am talking to and to stop talking to these poeple

i dont know why i call prayer lines
but must admit i wake up feeling fine
i call a prayer line
feel like my whole day is messed up

my prayer for the day is god save from some or your lunatic people
then again he may say they arent mine
and wouldnt disagree


if i could say and make things happen in my life all based on what i say
then i would have been married 5 years ago
usc would have won the national championship since 2003

i picked the cubs and angels to be in the world series
i love the dodgers
but really said i think it will be the cubs and angels

well the cubs got swept (yeah)
and the angels are one game away from being swept


if you learn one thing from this
never listen to a person who belives they speak in tongues
run
run the other way

and stay away from charismatics
the benny hinns the pat robertsons
pretty much every preacher you see on tbn and daystar
they say we are in the end times
well in the bible jesus doesnt even know when those times are
so how do they

there is such a false prophets
tune into tbn

my advice is this
never call a prayer line for prayer
becuae they will not only not pray for you
they will edit everyhing you told them
form into their prayer
and try to brainwash you

there is a movie called eternal sunshile of the spotless mind
where you can have a procedure done to erase anything from your mind
yeah i would have every religious experiecne from 1997 to present erased

be careful who you listen to
and dont trust strangers
especially if they are religious

if you feel cursed
you may have been
not from yourself
but by one of them

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Prayer Lines

Some wise person once said the number cause of atheism is christians
if you want to get a first hands eyeview of this call a prayer line
these poeple sincerely and honestly think they are the voice and substitute for god when you call

i called in for prayer many times
and was told point blank that not only could god NOT DO IT, HE COULD'D AND WASN'T GOING TO

ok first of all you dont know these people at all
second of all how do they know what gods will is for your life based on what you tell them in 30 seconds or less
some prayer lines keep records of your calls so they know who you are and what you call about
some prayer lines block you from calling if you get into a disagreement from them
i know this is that i have called from home phone its busy
but i call on my cell phone its not
but if i get into an argument on my cell phone
call back and notice that thats now busy
if you dont argue with them they dont block you
but if you do they do

where do poeple get this idea that they are gods spokesperson
i used to be a christian
but can honestly say i have turned
and its becuase of "christians" i have talked to over the phone
who have pretty much told me what they think gods will is for my life but they insist they know its gods will
or that god has other plans

it was a prayer line person who started telling me god has called me to be single
in the first 28 years of my life i had never heard of god calling anyone to be single
when i actually met someone and starting praying about this started
is this the same god who said its not good for man to be alone
why would he call people to be single
he created woman for gosh sakes becuase man was alone
and god wasnt enough for him

no hes not
you need someone on earth not god in heaven where the geography is very far

i have been told that its up to god whether or not i date
i was also told that the reason why i am not married is that what would have been my husband was actually aborted by his mom
i swear on my granparents grave that is what this man says

then there poeple who refuse to pray with me beacuase i dont have a personal relationship with jesus

ok how can you have an actual relationship with jesus the son of god who was on earth for 33 years but died rose again and ascened nearly 2000 years ago

i believe jesus did all those things and accept it

what i dont accept is this idea that you must have a relationship
ok how can you have a relationship with a man who is not on earth
you cant feel him see him or hear him
you cant go anywhere with him
you cant talk to him on the phone or email him
how can you have a relationship when all the key elements of a relationship arent possible

people think i am not saved becuase i dont know jesus personally?
and they do
ok saying a prayer is not meeting someone
i dont care what they thin
no one alive on earth has ever met him in person
they say well not literally but spiritually
um no
have they met him in person or not yes or no and that would be no
the only people to meet him were on earth the 33 years he was on earth

alsoi get condemed by prayer people not only becuase i dont have a "relationhip" with him but its not an intimate one as well
are they serious? not only do they suggest a relationship that actually cant be had but an intimate one


also i was told that god was my husband
is this the same god who is also my father
hmm
god is not my husband
hes no ones husband
jesus and i arent dating
yeah one gal in a christian chat room told me that jesus was her bf


i was talking to a friend of mine and she made a very good point
if god is a husband to single females
then what is he to single males their wife?
i know it sounds ridiculous
thats becuase it is

where do prayer line poeple come from
they are actually looney
i thought i had problems

nothing compared to prayer line people

i had to admit i have met some nice people
but thats an exception to the rule

also some tell me god wont answer my prayers becuase i dont love him

hmm according to what people have said that god did to me
why would i love him?

answered prayer?

hmm what frustrates me with prayer is that when i pray nothing happens or the opposite of what i ask for happens
or things go from bad to worse and the only explanation people have come up with is that it wasnt gods will or he had other plans that what you had in mind. so if this is true and i dont like using what if but lets say it is true then god is out to make sure what you want to happen doesnt happen becuae it wasnt his will. so god is willing to sabotage your life to make sure his will happens in your life.

what kind of god is he?

is the god who is supposed to be loving and caring and compassionate and forgiving
sound selfish to me if he will derail your life to make sure his will is carried out not your own

bottom line what is gods will
and who actually knows this

be very concerned if people know

Does God Really Talk Through People

I dont know about you but what frustrates me is poeple telling me what gods will for my life is. the problem with that is that no one can agree upon what gods will is for my life. it really depends on who you talk to. i am a single gal at 33 who has never dated been in a relationship with a guy or been married, but have been simply told that god has called me to be single.
The problem i have with that is this. When did call me to do that? God never told me this himself. Why is it that this only comes from chrisitan singles? If you read the bible you would know that god said in the very beginning its not good for man to be alone. So why would he completely go against himself and say na i changed my mind. There was an author of the bible who said its better to remain single than to be married. And people really get carried away by omitting the actual authors of the bible and say that god wrote the whole thing and he told the poeple what to write. well if thats true then why did the apostle paul himself say before he made his comment on being single and after by stating that what i am about to say did not come from god or any outside source but it came to me.

When I talk to married people they tell me no god hasnt called me to be single but you have to wait and trust in the lord
but it has to be in his timing not ours. hmm i fell for that and have been waiting for god to bring someone into my life.
I have been waiting for 21 years and almost 2 months? hmm?

Another thing that bugs me is when people tell me why i cant have kids
i was born with a birth defect which has caused me not to be able to conceive or have children
christians have told me that god has other plans
hmm is this the same god that said be fruitful and multiply
hmm what about those of us who cant have kids
its not like we did something to make ourselves unable to have kids

also i have been told that god wanted me to adopt
hmm did god not already know that i would contract a hep c and develop mental illness
those on their own would prohibit me from adopting
both def does

i think it just goes to show that god does not speak thru other people
and no one speaks for god

on the other hand
does speak for himself?
who knows i have never heard him?

i have been really hurt by these so called channelers of god


if someone ever tells you that god told them to say that
ask for some kind of proof